Graduation From High School
March 16th, 2008 by ajboy187
Why Does my heart always seem to bleed,
Its as if there is a wound that will never mend,
What is it that causes this need,
This need for me to make her see,
Its not the feeling,
No not even the longing to be with,
She always knows what to say,
Yet she brings me down each and every day,
Why do i stick around,
This world has no room for someone so down,
They cant see how far I’ve fell,
I think i might just leave this hell,
With a razor and tears in my eyes,
I finally decide i want to die,
I will end it all with a silent slash,
The blood comes fast and i know its over,
I have finally ended it all,
No more pain,
No where else for me to fall,
I thought things were good now
I thought we’d overcome the bad
Now I see through the illusion
Of the love I thought we had
You told me that you met him
Now you don’t know what to do
I smiled and said "Just pick him
I’ll be fine not having you"
But I couldn’t hold my tears back
So I whispered "Got to go…"
Then I quickly hung the phone up
So my hurting wouldn’t show
Now I’m shaking and I’m crying
And I don’t know what to do
Cause the truth is, I was lying
I can’t make it without you
sensya na hap..
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I am who, what
Pain of merciless cries
Mine world dost rot
With tears in my eyes
Generic tempo
Temporary and best
Still telling me
Put this heart to rest
Falsified, lost, begging for tears
Watching, waiting, for years and years
Bystanders, passerbys, please hear my cries
Muffled by my subconsious pain in my mind
I want to love, to be loved, but it’s not enough
Crying for false forgiveness, being alone is so tough
Wake me, right now, I beg and I pleed
For one final time, I let my soul bleed
Bleeding till someone, anyone, mends this hole
Here dost lay the tears of my soul
Alone, coping
I envy all complete
Torn at my own seams
My body is beat
As my false friends
Tell me to escape
At least to help me this once
Before it’s too late
Once again, forever alone
Betrayed, beconned
This is the puppet…
I have become
My envy, my lust, my hate
Forever broken, to be, is this my fate
Watch me, oh spectator, master of charade
Watch me keep myself, hand on my blade
Behead me when the time comes, too selfish to care
Forever and ever lusting, my pain let me share
To hold her, either which would make me more whole
Forever, here dost lay the tears of my soul