Graduation From High School

March 16th, 2008 by ajboy187

High school has been time spent
growing, learning, and understanding;
time spent finding out who you are
and where you fit in the world.
It’s been time spent
growing close to the people
you met along the way,
and time spent making memories.
Now that it’s time to graduate,
hold on to your memories
and be proud of what you’ve accomplished.
As you graduate from high school,
remember that your diploma is a symbol
of the knowledge you’ve gained,
the goals you have set and achieved,
the friendships you have made,
and the person you’ve become.
But never stop striving and growing,
because there are other challenges that await you.
Though you’ll be saying good-bye
to people and places
that mean a lot to you,
there are others waiting
for you to discover.
As you graduate,
I wish for you life’s blessings:
people who love you,
dreams that come true,
strength of mind and body,
deep faith,
a few good, close friends,
and learning that never ends

IM SORRY

September 30th, 2007 by ajboy187

Why Does my heart always seem to bleed,
Its as if there is a wound that will never mend,
What is it that causes this need,
This need for me to make her see,

Its not the feeling,
No not even the longing to be with,
She always knows what to say,
Yet she brings me down each and every day,

Why do i stick around,
This world has no room for someone so down,
They cant see how far I’ve fell,
I think i might just leave this hell,

With a razor and tears in my eyes,

I finally decide i want to die,


I will end it all with a silent slash,
The blood comes fast and i know its over,

I have finally ended it all,

No more pain,
No where else for me to fall,

THE SAD TRUTH (T__T)

September 27th, 2007 by ajboy187
I don’t know if this poem is any good…
I’m just really upset right now and I
have to get it out.

I thought things were good now
I thought we’d overcome the bad
Now I see through the illusion
Of the love I thought we had

You told me that you met him
Now you don’t know what to do
I smiled and said "Just pick him
I’ll be fine not having you"

But I couldn’t hold my tears back
So I whispered "Got to go…"
Then I quickly hung the phone up
So my hurting wouldn’t show

Now I’m shaking and I’m crying
And I don’t know what to do
Cause the truth is, I was lying
I can’t make it without you

sensya na hap..
=(

TEARS

September 26th, 2007 by ajboy187
Here dost lay the tears of mine soul
That painful lonelines, a shameful hole
I never knew how to live life this way
To cope with this ache or say I’m okay
Mine soul dost lie on many pages of sin
Form given to life, this rip from within
My tears are so false, metaphoric voices of mud
Putting to rest all this shit I have done
Here dost lay mineself: false and alone

I am who, what
Pain of merciless cries
Mine world dost rot
With tears in my eyes
Generic tempo
Temporary and best
Still telling me
Put this heart to rest

Falsified, lost, begging for tears
Watching, waiting, for years and years
Bystanders, passerbys, please hear my cries
Muffled by my subconsious pain in my mind
I want to love, to be loved, but it’s not enough
Crying for false forgiveness, being alone is so tough
Wake me, right now, I beg and I pleed
For one final time, I let my soul bleed
Bleeding till someone, anyone, mends this hole
Here dost lay the tears of my soul

Alone, coping
I envy all complete
Torn at my own seams
My body is beat
As my false friends
Tell me to escape
At least to help me this once
Before it’s too late

Once again, forever alone
Betrayed, beconned
This is the puppet…
I have become

My envy, my lust, my hate
Forever broken, to be, is this my fate

Watch me, oh spectator, master of charade
Watch me keep myself, hand on my blade
Behead me when the time comes, too selfish to care
Forever and ever lusting, my pain let me share
To hold her, either which would make me more whole
Forever, here dost lay the tears of my soul